well there's no ending with no begining
round and round I go
Only a couple of months left
and this year will come to a end
this year has been confusing
terrible and so fucking hard
I nerver thought my mind could handle this much pressure
and apparently it can't

I'm sad to say I'm just not that tough
I thought I could just cut you of
you did'nt wan't me.. and I know we were'nt that good togheter
but I still miss you
sometimes I wonder if I should just call you
because you made me feel good about myself
if only for a while..

we dreamed so wonderful dreams togehter
I was happy, damn so happy when we meet
they might be the two most best weeks of my life
you made that feeling of loneliness vanish for a second

nothing last for ever and we were not meant to be
I just hope we can be friends, for real

I don't wan't to start next year without you in my life..
I don't wan't you to be just a memory of 2008